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Henri Frédéric Amiel

Henri Frédéric Amiel’s diary, 1875

January

  1. 2 January 1875

    In spite of my sleeping draught I have had a bad night. Once it seemed as if I must choke, for I could breathe neither way. Could I be more fragile, more sensitive,…

  2. 22 January 1875

    The French mind, according to Gioberti, apprehends only the outward form of truth, and exaggerates it by isolating it, so that it acts as a solvent upon the…

  3. 27 January 1875

    The whole atmosphere has a luminous serenity, a limpid clearness. The islands are like swans swimming in a golden stream. Peace, splendor, boundless space!... And I…

April

  1. 16 April 1875

    I have already gone through the various emotions of leave-taking. I have been wandering slowly through the streets and up the castle hill, gathering a harvest of…

August

  1. 16 August 1875

    Life is but a daily oscillation between revolt and submission, between the instinct of the ego, which is to expand, to take delight in its own tranquil sense of…

  2. 28 August 1875

    A word used by Sainte-Beuve à propos of Benjamin Constant has struck me: it is the word consideration. To possess or not to possess consideration was to Madame de…

September

  1. 1 September 1875

    I have been working for some hours at my article on Mme. de Staël, but with what labor, what painful effort! When I write for publication every word is misery, and…

October

  1. 25 October 1875

    I have been listening to M. Taine’s first lecture (on the “Ancien Régime”) delivered in the university hall. It was an extremely substantial piece of work—clear,…

  2. 26 October 1875

    All origins are secret; the principle of every individual or collective life is a mystery—that is to say, something irrational, inexplicable, not to be defined. We…