Virginia Woolf
Virginia Woolf’s diary, 1930
January
- 12 January 1930
Sunday it is. And I have just exclaimed: “And now I can think of nothing else.” Thanks to my pertinacity and industry, I can now hardly stop making up The Waves.…
- 26 January 1930
I am 48: we have been at Rodmell—a wet, windy day again; but on my birthday we walked among the downs, like the folded wings of grey birds; and saw first one fox,…
February
- 16 February 1930
To lie on the sofa for a week. I am sitting up today in the usual state of unequal animation. Below normal, with spasmodic desire to write, then to doze. It is a…
- 20 February 1930
I must canter my wits if I can. Perhaps some character sketches.
March
- 17 March 1930
The test of a book (to a writer) is if it makes a space in which, quite naturally, you can say what you want to say. As this morning I could say what Rhoda said.…
- 28 March 1930
Yes, but this book is a very queer business. I had a day of intoxication when I said “Children are nothing to this”: when I sat surveying the whole book complete…
April
- 9 April 1930
What I now think (about The Waves) is that I can give in a very few strokes the essentials of a person’s character. It should be done boldly; almost as caricature.…
- 13 April 1930
I read Shakespeare directly I have finished writing. When my mind is agape and red-hot. Then it is astonishing. I never yet knew how amazing his stretch and speed…
May
- 1 May 1930
And I have completely ruined my morning. Yes that is literally true. They sent a book from The Times, as if advised by Heaven of my liberty; and feeling my liberty…
August
- 20 August 1930
The Waves is I think resolving itself (I am at page 100) into a series of dramatic soliloquies. The thing is to keep them running homogeneously in and out, in the…
September
- 8 September 1930
I will signalise my return to life—that is writing—by beginning a new book, and it happens to be Thoby’s birthday, I remark. He would have been, I think, 50 today.…
December
- 2 December 1930
No, I cannot write that very difficult passage in The Waves this morning (how their lives hang lit up against the Palace) all because of Arnold Bennett and Ethel’s*…
- 4 December 1930
One word of slight snub in the Lit. Sup. today makes me determine, first, to alter the whole of The Waves; second, to put my back up against the public—one word of…
- 12 December 1930
This, I think, is the last day’s breathing space I allow myself before I tackle the last lap of The Waves. I have had a week off—that is to say I have written three…
- 22 December 1930
It occurred to me last night while listening to a Beethoven quartet that I would merge all the interjected passages into Bernard’s final speech and end with the…
- 27 December 1930
But what’s the use of talking about Bernard’s final speech? We came down on Tuesday and next day my cold was the usual influenza and I am in bed with the usual…