30 May–5 June 1853

Wrote a good deal and easily. The thought of my remaining debts occurred to me and disturbed me much. Must economise to pay them all. That is essential for my peace of mind.

Wrote nothing all day. The Story of Karl Ivdnych proves difficult. Played with the boys, and they are growing impudent ; I have been spoiling them. Supped at Baryatinski’s, and in that false position behaved well.